LaughterLaughter is an incredible thing. I love to hear other people laugh, especially when I'm the one making them laugh. I feel that I have an obligation to get others to laugh or at least smile. No matter what kind of day that person has had I want to be there to help them laugh and make it, if nothing else, at least a little bit better. It's an amazing feeling to know that you are able to create happiness around you with only words.
The down side to this is that there are times when there is nobody around or me to make laugh. I don't like coming home because when it gets late at night like it is now (11:30 ish) there is nobody else awake besides me. It gets very depressing to have this emotion inside that you want to let out and share with everyone and be forced to keep it inside you. I get nervous when things start to get serious, and that's why I try to avoid taking things serious. That doesn't mean that I'm immature at all, it just means that I'd rather go out with my friends after school and not worry about my homework until I get back.
I don't know what to do with all the time I have to myself and sometimes I can become very lonely and depressed. Sometimes all I have to look forward to is the next day when I'll be able to be funny again.
I'm not sure why I've typed this out because normally this is something that I'd keep to myself, but I think that this is something that I've been trying to do for a long time and only been able to do it now because I don't know what I'll do if I don't start getting these things off my chest.
So....there it is. I don't know how to end this, but I hope that I've been able to get a little message to you all.
Laughter can be your greatest friend, and at the same time it can be your worst enemy.
Robin Williams was on Inside the Actor's Studio, and he was asked, "If heaven does exist, what is the first thing you want to hear?"
His answer was simple, "Laughter."
And I couldn't agree with him more.
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